The email came from a veterinary student in England. Her name is Rachel Orritt. “I hope this isn’t too out of the blue,” she wrote. “I have been enjoying reading your ‘Safe and Sound’ blog and was wondering if you would be interested in guest posting for my blog.” Rachel’s note went on to explain that her Animal Translation blog describes “aspects of animal science in plain English.” She asked if I might “share some of the practical aspects of Hanni’s help, and any instances in which she has gone above and beyond expectations to help.”
Hanni retired from guide dog work in 2010! Harper, my third Seeing Eye dog, retired in 2011. I didn’t tell Rachel that, though. I knew I already had a post written about Hanni that would fill Rachel’s requirements, and laziness won the day. After making just a few tweaks, I sent it to Rachel, and she published my guest post on her Animal Translation blog as an intro to a week of guest posts about assistance animals.
It wasn’t until I fetched, ahem, that post I wrote years ago about Hanni that I realized how much my near miss with Hanni in 2007 parallels the one that caused Harper’s early retirement last year. An excerpt from that post I sent to Rachel:
Traffic was rushing by at our parallel, cuing me that it was safe to cross. “Forward!” I commanded. Hanni looked both ways, and judging it safe, she pulled me forward. But then all of a sudden she jumped back. I followed her lead and heard the rush of a car literally inches in front of us. Hanni had seen the car turning right off the busy street. I hadn’t. She saved my life.
Hanni worked for three years after that near miss. Harper retired months after his brush with danger. Three major differences between the incident with Hanni in 2007 and the near miss I had with Harper last year:
- The car in Hanni’s close call didn’t brush her face, in Harper’s case he was brushed by the car.
- I didn’t fall backwards in the Hanni close call, but with Harper I ended up flat on my back in the street.
- By the time Hanni and I had our near-miss, we’d been working together for six years, three of them in the city; Harper and I had been together less than a month.
That last difference is the one I didn’t understand until I’d had a dog for awhile. I had to learn to trust each dog. And each dog had to learn to trust me. By the time Hanni and I had our scares, we’d been through a lot successfully. Not so with Harper.
The similarity: in both cases, I worried the near miss might cause my dog to develop a fear of traffic. Staff at the Seeing Eye have seen dogs react three diffrent ways to near misses:
- Some shrug it off as if to say, whew, we almost got hit by a car, but hey, let’s keep going.
- Some are slightly traumatized but with a bit of retraining can work themselves out of it.
- Some are so traumatized they can’t work again.
The only way the Seeing Eye can determine ahead of time how a dog might react to getting brushed by a car would be to do that in training. Brush them with a car, I mean. They obviously are not going to do that. They do teach the dogs to back away from vehicles heading towards them, and Harper had succeeded at that many times in my early months at home with him in Chicago. The near miss, however, was enough for him.
The other day Whitney was guiding me through our apartment lobby when a neighbor remarked, “This one’s a lot better than that other one, isn’t it?” I didn’t take the time to explain. The four Seeing Eye dogs I’ve worked with have all been great. Each one, and especially the three that I’ve had here in Chicago, have heroically saved me from cars pulling out of alleys, rushing into parking garages, ignoring red lights at intersections. Some “traffic checks” are more dramatic than others, but I am living proof that each and every one of them — Dora, Hanni, Harper and now Whitney — did their job, and I’m proud of all of them.
Which is to say, I’m a little defensive of Harper, and rightly so. The dogs aren’t robots — they’re doing something very, very difficult. And I still miss Harper.
The couple who adopted Harper are having fun with him, and they are also, slowly but surely, working with him to help him overcome the fears that cropped up after my near miss with him in Chicago. Harper has lived with Larry, Chris and their cat George in a quiet Chicago suburb for two months now, and Chris sent us an email yesterday with a subject heading, “major progress.” Harper had walked completely around the block with them two days in a row! “Most of the time it’s me walking backwards, coaxing A LOT, but we’ve gotten it done!” she wrote, the number of exclamation marks in the note accentuated her delight in Harper’s progress. “All of this has been without the leash — he still wigs out when I put it on him outside (inside, it’s not a problem at all).”
Every one of my guide dogs has been a hero. None of them better than another. Just different. And if you ask me about Harper, I’d say he’s still showing his bravery: Chris sent another email just now to say Harper went all around the block for a third day in a row. “I’m so excited!!!!!!!!!” Chris wrote. Me, too!
Oh, Beth, your posts always make me misty-eyed.
I met you and Hanni at an event in Wisconsin a few years ago, and I read your blog with great interest. Each dog is special. Each wins a place in our hearts.
My last dog, a beautiful Dobie who came to us through Dobe Rescue, was an even-tempered darling who loved car rides. And then, we had a near miss. We were coming home, and he became so excited that he jumped into my lap. While I was driving. All 100 solid pounds of him. I swerved, and drove into a drainage ditch and up the other side.
After that, car rides completely discombobulated him. He’d whine and cry and was inconsolable. Poor dear dog. He’s gone now, and I miss him.
Oh, thank goodness you and your dog weren’t hurt in that accident!
Not hurt *physically*, at least.
Debbie, you’re a writer yourself, aren’t you? I seem to recall you write middle-grade and Y/a fiction? I’m thinking maybe this incident could be part of one of your plots! Thanks for following my blog, and…keep writing!
Hi, Beth,
I love hearing how you respect and appreciate each of your dogs. I feel especially close to Hanni because she liked the toy I gave her and “performed” when I took her outside to “empty.” But I also enjoyed meeting Harper just before his retirement. Later that day, on the way home from Spingfield, I noticed dog hair on my slacks and thought, oh, my, I’ve been walking around all day wearing Rusty fur! I was relieved to remember that you’d given Harper a break and I’d been petting him just shortly before getting into the car. Of course, many days I go out wearing decorative Rusty, Raven, or Tristan fur. 🙂
Hey Beth,
(3 weeks and counting *laugh*) Kazzi must be in the first category of “near miss” reactions. And we’ve had some doozeys over the years. When we lived in St. Louis, I was crossing a normal width street, but the street parallel to me was an 8 lane behemoth. Anyway, long story short, big truck thing crosses from far right (my left) and neither Kazzi or I saw or heard it. Only reason I knew about it was all of a sudden, Kazzi whirled around, and I look to my left and this big truck is there, must’ve been a hybrid. That isntance the only reason I lived was because the driver had good reflexes, Kazzi would not have been hit, I would have as the truck was 6 inches from me. The other times have all been here in Philly, and have been before dawn (I go to work at O dark thirty in the morning, and our teamwork is so smooth in these areas, even if her pace is slow and her pull is nonexistent anymore. My vision, which is actually good acuity wise (20 over 160) suffers from a… lag, I guess you’d call it. Basically, when I see stuff, my brain doesn’t react to it for I’d say at the fastest, 2 to 5 seconds if either I or the object is moving (this is supposedly due to brain damage during one of my numerous 4 hour eye surgeries back before Kazzi). Hard to describe, but I often will see a car, but without the brain recognition coming in for a few seconds, I have to have the dog to see things in “real time”, and react to them for me. Anyway, I totally know how you feel about the one dog being better than the other. My family keeps saying no dog could be as good as Kazzi. Way to go for supporting my “Rookie” before he/she ever gets a shot. I’ve been getting… well not exactly criticized for retiring Kazzi, but definitely questioned. She doesn’t look her age at all (Instructor from Seeing Eye said she looks about 6, instead of 9), but its all in her pace and pull.. Sorry this was so long. I get carried away talking about my girl.
Yes, Beth, they are all heroes. Even the goofiest dog (I’m thinking now of Randy) has immense responsibility. The first time I was told that the guide dog experience is stressful, I said, “Yes, but I feel so much safer than with the cane.” I failed to consider the equal half of my team. You and Harper have helped me take another look at our relationship with our dogs. I hope to take less for granted, to give more praise and to value his contribution to what we breezily toss off as, “Have a safe trip.”
Courtney, I had the same sorts of questions over retiring Hanni, she still had (and has!) plenty of energy and like Kazzi, looks younger than her age, but like with Kazzi, the problem was with Hanni’s pace and pull. Must admit I still question that decision, she probably *could* have worked longer, but wow, is it fun to hear stories of how much Hanni is enjoying a healthy retirement.
Love the way you describe the time in early morning as “O dark thirty” — I may steal that. Good luck with new dog and if you can, please keep in touch during the training process.
And as for Jeff, I may steal *your* lines to use as a New Year’s Resolution:
“Take less for granted, give more praise and value the contributions of others in our lives.”
Yay for Harper. I’m glad he’s making progress.
So glad Harper is doing well. He is a hero and he is such a sweetie. My life took a major turn recently and Dennis and I moved to Florida. I was contacted by a recruiter about a job near Cocoa Beach, FL. Being sick of Wisconsin winters and having gone through some sort of negative changes at my work, I said – what the heck! I came down and interviewed and that week they offered a job. Life is an adventure, so here we are! While I was packing, I found a box with old letters and postcards. There are MANY letters from you to me in Door County. I will scan them when I get organized and send a sample to you for Mike to read to you – they are hysterical – I can’t believe the things we talked about. On the outside of one of the envelopes, “Sarah somebody has MONO!!!!!” Be well Beth. Jenny
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